MONDAY, 12 APRIL 2004
I have this nagging suspicion that I am my own greatest hero, the guy who keeps storming forward even though the battle has already been decided. (I know how to continue functioning.)
1) If you don’t get pulled to the ground, you remain standing.
2) If you are not kept standing, you fall down.
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I know how to be “normal” – how to function in the environment in which I find myself without unnecessarily undermining my chances of survival.